Thursday, May 31, 2007

i love you guys!

i would like to wish all my readers a HAPPY VESAK DAY :D
happy praying!

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the jacket my korkor got me! :D


anyway guys, today i am super touched :D i almost cried cause you guys are so sweet! i celebrated my first cake with my dearest TP wolves! thank you guys for the lovely cake! Although i have only eaten one small bite, i felt my face were smashed by one big slice D: thanks to kafoong and pei li and michelle. my nostrils were filled with cream. haha but this is the first time my face was smashed with cake after 16 years of celebrating.

oh,and thanks for the spongebob boxers! but why is there a hole in the middle of the pants? HMM!






thank you shu min for the lil cute packaging of amos cookie!
thank you michelle for the 2 bars of chocolate! ( your card actually said three though. HAHA so cute.)

for the cake that TP wolves got me, i wish that we will get into the finals of div 2 :D please guys, lets strive hard together, i know we can do it as a team. WIN OR LOSE, WE PLAY LIKE WOLVES! we must give our all man!

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took a quick bath before the guests came for the party. i left TP late and i actually had to climb over the fence because the east entrance was closed due to public holiday. And before that, a security guard actually gave me an evil smile and asked me if i was going back. No wonder la. I dunno why, but i am always meeting people who is always giving me evil smirk like astronaut. haha. but hers is sort of pure intentions.

finally my family members came! (korkor, korkor wee and yi lin still in australia D:)i miss you guys. come back home soon okay! :D anyway, the cousins watched the zoolander show and i still laughed at the same scene of the 'center for ants!' part.
we had our yummy dinner, thanks to mummy! she cooked almost everything, except for the rendang :D okay, i want to give all my heartfelt thanks to my lovely god dam sweetest family ever! :D

thank you wen and yi for the shoe bag!
thank you deborah for the elephant!shower cap!keychain!necklace except the fake spider D:
thank you ryan for the crayons and the markers!
thank you yuan yin for the cute shirt!
thank you nana for the floorball shoes!
thank you school e for the handbag!
thank you ah kim and aunty ai ling for the ang pow!
thank you mummy for the whole party and dinner!

hahaha and lastly, to my gatecrashers!
this is the first time i have gatecrashers in my party!
dam funny la. buddy went to hang balloons at my bicycle and then they press the doorball and ran away. mommy later called me down and said frantically my friends were here because they wrote their names on the balloons.

i quickly called buddy and she answered in a china girl tone and i really thought i called the wrong number! but astronaut's laughter gave it away. hahaha, and when i finally asked them to come out, i was so freakin happy la! they lied and convinced me they coudln t make it for the party! after they pressed the doorbell, they went to hide at my neighbour's house. haha. after i saw them walking out of their hiding place, i almost cry again D:

but i was really surprised man!

i immediately hugged buddy and astronaut and urm brandon and joey.
SO WEIRD LA. i gave my first hug to a guy friend. haha, this brandon la! he also opened out his arms. It would be so weird to reject him in front of everybody. BUT OVERALL, i am touched :'D

stupid bryan coudln t come D:
hahahaha. i really love you all, family friends and wolves.

thank you buddy astronauts tum jiat spastic bryan and joey kangaroo
for the floorball bag! i really really love it so much!
you guys really can plan a surprise! i still can t thank you guys enough if you can see! :D

also, thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday! thank you for not forgetting my birthday!

i think i can participate in those grammys. i am so good in saying my thanks!
hahahaha. :D



all my presents! :D
i feel so love :D

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

oh what love what love! :D


the cover of korkorcard sent to me!

i finally open the parcel korkor got for me !
it is a jacket! oh man, bro you rocks la!
i can use it during cold classes in poly!

my brother is love man! :D

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went out for dinner with my parents today to hougang mall.
i realised why sometimes i dread going out with them.
today, if only my father waited a bit more longer for his bento, the waitress woudln t get shouted at for nothing. When he do that, i always feel like i am the small lil spoiled bitch of the family. i dunno why. feel like a brat of some sort.

today kaka came over to give me 6 pieces of donuts!
OMG. i screamed with joy la! like MMMMM. all 6 to myself cause my parents don t like sweet stuff which is so unfortunate D: all they like to eat is veggies veggies and veggies and then the gas that are released is like a mini Fatboy with great sound effects. you know what i think? i think we should all exercise our butt now so next time when we are old, we still can control and keep our gas within and save us from embarroussment and looks that the public will give us next time in the future.

that is so random la.

i really wonder how the ants do it.
i stayed in a HDB flat on the highest floor, 12 storeys
but i have trail of ants crawling around my freakin house to find a place to stay.
how do they actually climb all the way up! Of all the first second third fourth fifth sixth seventh eight ninth tenth eleventh storey, it just has to be specifically mine storey, mine house! can t the ants be lazy and just climb to the second storey instead? don t tell me they like to enjoy the view and breeze too.

just small puny brain yet so smart!

time really passes fast.
soon, i will be stuck between 16 and 18.

Monday, May 28, 2007

sacrificial

i was talking how he could take the girl's attitude,

` IewnaiJ says:
i mean

` IewnaiJ says:
some guys are

` IewnaiJ says:
i think i come under the meanttotakethiskindashit batch

` IewnaiJ says:
pro and cons la

` IewnaiJ says:
sometimes

` IewnaiJ says:
girls like that

` IewnaiJ says:
are more attractive

` IewnaiJ says:
you know

` IewnaiJ says:
what i mean

jingyun says:
no

jingyun says:
i think your sick in the head.


HAHAHA. poor boy.
he is head over heels over this girl but he won t admit it to me.
i am glad i know my cousin well!
MicroHARD!



helloooo people!

today has been such an embarrousing day for me.
astronaut and buddy kept making fun of my 'broken swimsuit'
god. i think bryan and joey were nice enough not to laugh with them

oh well.
before they came, i actually took time to clean up the house. i must be a good host! :D hahaha. we watched the zoo lander and there was this one part dawn and i kept laughing at. "what is this! the center for ants! how do you expect the children to read when they can t even fit inside!" that was so fish hilarious la!

then went up to my room and basically laughed at buddy because she has this 70% resemblance of Snoopy. hahaha.

anyway, i would like to take this chance to say!

I LOVE YOU NG YI LIN


she is so sweet la :D she actually took the time to send to me a doggy card alll the way from australia. ahah! i really love that girl! you make my day! oh man, i feel loved! i still can t wait to see what my brother got me !

then on msn, i still told him

THANK YOU SO MUCH KOR. I LOVE YOU LA =D

my first declaration of love towards my brother virtually
:]

Sunday, May 27, 2007

howdy ho!


hahaha,friends, don t abandon me !
i know i haven t been updating for a super long time!
i have been too busy with projects and outings :D

but now i am so dam freakin free to blog for the whole of june now.
i have my holidayyyys. yes!
i need to note down what should i do, like maybe

get a part time job, go sentosa , THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE, habi lane.

so dam freakin lots to do :D
and it so rocks that my birthday is coming soon :D
yay! so what are you guys getting me! huh huh huh!

and korkor got me a parcel all the way from australia!
so curious what he got for me! and he is so sweet la :D ever since young , i always wanted a birthday parcel but coudln t , cause it was so dam expensive. I know i only wanted a parcel after my brother's ex gf send to him when she was in America studying. I was so so super jealous of him.

anyway, my parcel is stuck at serangoon garden post office because nobody was at home when the post man send it . OH MAN. i just have to wait for tomorrow! ah, my korkor is so sweeet la ;] haha, now that he got no gf, he can spend the money on his loving sweet pretty sister!

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however, this month i have been fhucking unlucky lor.
so unlucky, i am so pissed with myself!

NUMBER ONE!


i lost my floorball shoes.
the new one, my brother bought for me before he went to Australia.

apparently, i gave it to Charlotte to put it in the locker.
it was my first time putting it in the locker and i so regretted it . I would like to thank myself for being so lazy and can t even carry a shoe bag home! anyway, Charlotte put my shoes into a NON LOCK LOCKER and when i cam for the next training, i coudln t find it and it only bang hard on me, it was stolen.

i was so pissed with myself.
i can t say i blame Charlotte. It is actually my fault for putting it there in the first place. I think she must have felt super guilty.

It didn t help that before the training where i realise my shoe was stolen, i had gotten into a bad arguement with one of my group member. She think too highly for herself and when i actually got her down to have a group talk about what is happening between both of us, she told me i kept lookng left and right during group discussion and i just coudln t pay attention . i was super surprised? like omg, i felt that was so not true. But i replied back that it was partially my fault and i was sorry about it . Just when i was about to say what was her problem , she wouldn t let me say!

i was so pissed!
She wouldn t even give me the eye contact! it made me feel like i was the bitchy one instead. I secretly felt that she wasn t happy that bina chose my idea over hers. I mean i can t help to think that way because she only started treating me like this after Bina said her words about our poster.

And when i realised that my group member woudln t want to have peace with me even after i have initiated the problem, i think i just lost control of myself not over this, but also over the countless things she did that pissed both my buddy and i , i threw my pencilbox into my bag and told her, this discussion is over. And in the end, i have gotten more black face from her.

i tried to learn from my brother about democracy but apparently it doesn t seem to work for her. When everybody is doing groupwork together, we are splitting up to do. And there was this one time when i passed to her a paper of my written notes to put up in the power point presentation, she told me how it wouldn t work between me and her because she had nothing to write about and she gave me a black face with it.
And at that point, i felt she actually raise her voice at me when i seriously didn t do anything wrong. It was her choice to choose a topic: TECHIQUES WE HAVE USE while mine was: DESCRIBING THE POSTER. i honestly felt that was no link between the topics we have chosen,

She just didn t had anything to talk about because we were suppose to do mix media with our poster like paint, photography and photoshop! In the poster, everyone get to put in each of their capability but after all the communication problem and only have 3 days to complete it, there wasn t a time for photoshopping which She major in and thus, the only techique she could talk about the poster was PAINTING.

and she was not happy to say the least.

the tone that she talk to me in, made me seem as if it was my fault, so when she return me back the paper, i tore it in her face and asked her sternly, what does she want to write about? i was sick of her saying anything anything anything to ever question we asked her. What do you expect from us or even yourself when your answer is ANYTHING. On a serious note, i do not read people's mind especially hers.

so after throwing my pencil box into my bag and walking off to the library, just buddy and i, i really badly needed to punch something. We went to one corner and played a very ironic song - HAVE A NICE DAY BY STEREOPHONICS. Even after we sat down to do the poster, Buddy said i still looked scary because i kicked the chair hard. I mean , how not to be pissed, when you actually raised your white flag but still got shot down straight in the face.

I told my mom about this and she laughed because she said i am just mad at the fact that i never get to say my piece about her attitude when she actually said mine.

anyway, i think she is scared of me now.
oh well.

so after the bad group discussion, i went for training and realised my shoes were stolen, i just went to the tracks at the sports hall to cry. The shoes had sentimental value man, my brother bought it ! It took him so long to buy it and then i lost it .


NUMBER 2


i lost my EZ LINK CONCESSION CARD.
it cost me 55 bucks.

i lost both of these things in a week!
buddy said, i will end up losing 3 things because it is just the way it works.
i think i will lose my mind next if i lose anything else!

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buddy, astronaut and i went to celebrate sherwin's birthday today!
happy birthday sherwin! :D
we got him a volcom shirt.

later we walked around on our own to esplanade and camwhored like crazy
stupid buddy and astronaut kept making me laugh
especially buddy la, when she ran after the wrong bus.

i feel so lucky to meet both of them :D
we only know each other about a month but we can click so freakin well.
ah, thank God :D

Monday, May 14, 2007

MARIAAAAA, EH EH MARIAAAAAAAAA
hey guys!

guess we have been missing out for quite some time huh!
i'm sorry, i have been busy with projects, going out and eventually ended up being too lazy to blog! but i will make it up by telling you what had happened on those blogs that were meant to be posted out on.

actually catch up with the lost times with my paper kukujiao!
went to meet up with her to get her shoes and we decided to have dinner together at AMK - Fish and co.paper was quite scared cause the bridge kept trembling and she thought it was some earth quake.



it was that day where i stuff my whole head in my bag cause i smelt something gross.

Also,i 've watched the movie of Romeo & Juilet. It wasn t that bad as i thought it would be . i just didn t understand what they were saying. It was all old engerish and the guy who acted as Romeo ( leonard whitling ) is so hot la :D i am so mesmerized can! he look like the Zack Afron guy who acted in High School Musical



see! look like right!
except more hot la :D

then, after 17 years of my life, i have finally tried Popeye in Changi Airport. yes, i am that way back la ! but, haha, it rocks la . the skin is freakin much crunchier than KFC. After that we took a walk round the airport and took lots of funny pictures.



we were all sitting on bryan's leg, except for si hui. she sat on mine and brandon, a leg each!

then we went back to brandon's house to do some work and on the way back, si hui and i kept laughing about some smelly thing. it was so freakin funny la. i almost pee in my pants okay. then, huay wen and her family came for dinner and i revise with huay yi some science. i am so proud that my PSLE and my big O in Ohio level is over!

I have also realised how wild my poly friends can get man.
oh yeah, i must state this. Dawn's face was pretty black when MR.chong criticised her work but at that time, i was quite sleepy and it was only during lunch that i laughed about it with si hui. then shet lor, dawn took a picture of me sleeping in the bus.. with my mouth open.

si hui, bran,bry and i later headed to AMK hub and started having fun in NTUC. Si hui was forced into the trolley by the boys. so funny la .



bunch of great pals :D

Another funny event was bryan stepped on a freakin cat shit but he didn t realised it until 24 hours later. i mean how freakin hilarious was that la! :D and we kept smelling that vomit smell everytime we meet up with bryan. we didn t know it was him until he checked his shoe. We still thought it was the taxi and the lady who cleared the dishes. The best part was bryan asking his classmate whether did she smell any shit smell and she said yes and accused the guy sitting in between bryan and her. omg, i laughed till my sides really ache. It was so so so long since i cried because of laughing.

haha, thanks bryan!

watched Spiderman 3 with my parents. a 2 hours and a half show. omg, i think i still prefer the first movie. It is too draggy la but it is not so bad. and oh my goooodness, james fransco is so so so so so so so so so so so hot hot hot hot hot! i love the part where he got the memory block and he just kept smiling all the way. oh mannnnnnnnnn. how i wished i was kristen!

celebrated mother's day at yi lin's house.
happy mother's day mommy! i love you!



the decorations say it all.



all the mommys!

after that, we got bored of talking to each other
so we took out chalks and drew all over the floor
this time, we remembered to off the water

hahaha.

this is bruuuuuttt.



cute hor!





i am like sick again.
my whole medical bill cost 84 dollars.
the first visit was 42, so was the second one.
sigh, i caught a new flu virus. D:

and just when we finish our first assignments, we were given our second assignments straight away. like wth ! i can t wait for next next week man! it is the holidays and my birthday is soon la :D

Friday, May 04, 2007

i know how the words get you


hey guys! :D
today is kinda a embarroussing day for me. i think i made si hui and dawn laughed super hard because of my blur-ness.hm, i blame it on my medicine, but i eat them in the morning, how can the effects last till so dam long!

this morning,
i was so friggin pissed because i got honked at. i hate being honked in the morning.
stupid van driver. he on his signal light and stopped at the side of the road. i thought he was waiting for kids to board, so i just stand in front of the van and peeked over because the van is blocking my views of car passing by. AND YOU KNOW WHAT, HE HONKED AT ME ! @#$#%^&*$! HE HONKED WHILE I WAS CROSSING THE ROAD, GAVE ME SUCH A BAD SCARE. then, i dunno why, i turned back and gave him a hard stare, super angry look and he still dare to stare back. jiao lan la.

i bet he did it on purpose!
i hoped i didn t see that smirk on his face.

Met si hui and we took the bus alone cause bran have to go to boat quay and bryan pontang! we met spring onion on the bus 72 and he asked why we take bus 72 then i reply back, why cannot ? so stupid. we take to go to TP la, then go where? hahaha. funny.

she later played me " HAVE A NICE DAY - STEREOPHOENICS " after i complained to her about the stupid driver. HAHAHAHA. so funny can.

later onion followed us to take bus 23, then he kept talking to si hui. i pretend i am not listening and having a daze somewhere.haha, he asked a lot of irritating things in the morning, no mood to answer and somemore, i had this urge to pee, so i just kept quiet all the way. hahaha, sorry si hui!

we were late for class again.
then for ideation, we had to do a mindmap on romeo and juilet. i was the only girl in the group and the 3 boys kept talking in chi-na. then i have to remind them fiercely to speak english. then lychee brought markers and showed off on how he brought them but in the end, 3/4 of them coudln work . sigh D: , help me !

then, we had to present it. i asked weiyan to help me present because my throat wasn t feeling so good so when lychee , the supposed last person finished presenting, wei yan was about to end it when lychee shouted,

WAIT THIS GIRL STILL HAVEN T SAY.

1. he shouted this in front of everybody.
2. i am not " this girl "
3. thanks for reminding the class, i was hoping they didn t notice.

then i gave si hui a "look"

oh well. TODAY NO COMDI CLASSS! so we ended super early la. dawn, si hui and i were super excited about shopping today. we were deciding where to go - then we decided on bugis, but before that Onion was dying to follow us. It is so weird la, i mean he is a guy and tagging along while we shopped, i just feel awkward, he don t mind, i mind lor D:

we tried hinting ever so politely that we want to shop, eat and no guys but he just didn t get it , so when he went somewhere to get something , all 3 of us started grumbling and we came up with an excuse,

SH: hey, urm, i dunno if you mind but we going to her aunty's house

onion: go her house for what?

Jy: MY AUNTY COOKING LUNCH - i had no idea how it pop out -

dawn: yeah yeah yeah. - she dunno what to say-

onion: oh okay, nevermind then D: i have lunch by myself

wah lauuuuuuuu.
why did he have to say that last sentence.
make us feel guilty like shit la. but it didn t last that long though.HAHA
so we took a bus down to bugis!

and then, we were walking along the streets of bugis when i created rain , D:

jy: i cannot wear skirt la. make me legs look very puiiii.(fat)

SH: LOL! say "pui" again, you say until very weird.

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sigh.I REALLY PIU!? dunno why at the moment , my mouth had a lot of smelly water. then i spit out nevermind , THEY WERE BIG DROPS OF SALIVA LA. you know, like the matrix, could see the big drops of saliva flying outttttt then the lady face was like " :O " and she like bend backwards a bit and siam to the left lor.

then si hui and dawn laughed so freakin hard.

then later we went into a shop to look at belts , then i realized that i haven t say to si hui a proper " pui " yet so i went beside her and dawn and said, by the way, Pui. THEN THEY LAUGH SUPER HARD AGAIN.

i coudln t get it cause i just wanted to prove to si hui that i could say pui (fat) properly but i didn t know that they both thought i was implying to the fat lady working in the shop and i said pui quite loudly la . D:

then we walked around somemore, and si hui and i got a pair of jeans and dawn, a pretty lacey skirt! hahaha.

later, we went to walk at bugis mall itself and we went into the DC shop cause there was this sale and when dawn and si hui went in, they immediately sat on the resting area. In front of them had a rack of clothes and then in front of the rack had a few standing mirrors. Sheet, i am laughing while typing this.

Jy: LET's go!

Da & SH. still sitting on the chair, feeling super tired and they were laughing about Norbit .

S.H said it very fakely: Hey JY, this pink shirt very nice leh.

Jy: Really? Ok ok only what. - examine the shirt closely-

i didn t know si hui and dawn wanted to continue sitting down?
so i continue saying,

Jy: the shirt very nice meh? quite plain. nothing special

then dawn and si hui laughed like mad. then i thought they saw a fat lady or what through the mirror cause they were talking about norbit, then i still bend down and look through the racks looking for that 'lady'..... and still holding the pink shirt. -.-

today, i just really dunno what is wrong with myself.

we met up with brandon and andrew and brandon tested us this really lame furck-up quiz. it is so much worse than my dumb test and then we girls gave them back their own poison and gave them the 2 dollar note test.

took a train back , bus and then dinner.

GOT APEL TOMORRRRROW.
DON T WANT TO GOOOO MAN.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

sweet sugar candy man




HEY GUYS! :D
i am so glad you are taking my test!
haha, don t care the points la. at least i know how much you know about me and please put your real name, i still dunno who the hell is laur s and a b.
oh well, please confess!

anyway , i have been busy with projects and going out!

i really enjoy being in temasek poly man. i love the people and the culture. i like how going to design block and you know most of the people there. the feeling is just great la :D then the past few days , si hui, dawn and i been laughing our ars off like mad especially me because after i stopped laughing, i will reflect back and then i will laugh hard again.

can t help but to think about the times when rich and eunice and i had this moment too.

there was this one time we were supposed to find a design icon and fill in the blanks for the paper. so this is what we wrote,

Where: Orchard road, Paragon, Takashimaya
When : 30th april'2007
Who : Consumers

this is what the rest of the class wrote

Where: America, NY
When : 1972
Who : Whoever created the icon like maybe the creator of NIKE

OMG . SO STUPID WE WERE. LUCKILY WE WEREN T THE FIRST TO PRESENT if not everybody sure laugh at us. So we didn t know we had to find the history of it , and i had to find about walt disney and no research done because i didn t know, so i just think hard about what the tour guide said when i was 9,

" Walt disney created Mickey mouse head icon and he actually wanted to give mickey mouse a longer name but his wife disapprove and blah blah.."

and i thought it was a good presentation cause everybody had a laugh until this stupid bitch D: came up with a snob tone and embarroussed right smack in my face ,

"I am also doing on walt disney, same as urm, 'jungyuan', it wasn t walt disney who created mickey mouse icon , it was some Mr.(coudln t remember his name.

i was like,


never-gonna-talk-to-her-ever-again reaction.

oh well.
i am always that suay. so nevermind. but after that moment, si hui didn t not talk to me cause she said my face was black. HAHAHA. but later we had a good dam laugh about it in the library. Si hui laughed till she cried while i laughed till my sides ache.

we went to city hall area to alter brandon and sihui's jeans, dinner then home.
and i came home happy cause mommy bought me a new big bag to put all my heavy art stuff.

TODAY

tried a new route to school today and we were still late , thanks to brandon. I was supposed to meet bryan at my basketballcourt then he told me he is gonna to be late so i said okay but he called me again,

" Hey, My father said he might as well fetched us to the Seletar Camp there so you sit in my father's car okay? "

before i could say anything about like being shy, he told me to turn around, and he was right behind me. Like , aren t you supposed to call 5 minutes before, he call when he arrived . haha, after i got in the car, i was fidgetive. can t help it la, not comfortable.

Later Bryan's father asked me for a name and he coudln t get it right for the sixth time and in the time, bryan just told his father to call me JY. I really need a english name, something unique yet easy to remember, maybe call myself BOO!
haha.

In the end, we were 20minutes late but Mr.Chong just smiled. HE IS SO NICE LA . MR.CHONG ROCKS because when Moses came in and asked if anybody was late for class recently, Mr.Chong said we are a good class :D wahhhhhhhhhh. he is so my favourite lecturer for the year. we ended early today and we are gonna do the same for tomorrrowwwww! only, MUCH EARLIER! :D

somehow , i wonder how much this happiness gonna last, wait till piles and piles of projects pressing for deadlines drop on me, i wondered what am i gonna say. it okay, i am prepared! sort of..

had lunch at TP and then i had to rush to the doctor because my cough was getting bad. during lunch, dawn asked me to find stupid things in a 2 dollar note and it made me laugh till i had to squat on the floor. i can t help it la, i love this type of things :D

i was speaking to my korkor just now,

kor: Watch out for your father okay?

jy: The weather ? oh, it has been rain and shine.

kor: your FATHER la!

jy: oh, father ah. HAHAH! but also the same what, the mood is just as rain and shine

kor: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

i am sorry, i keep quoting conversations. but they are really funny one! :D

i am quite happy today, i saw my eyecandy! too bad he didn t see me,
i think? maybe he did!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

BONG BONG RABBIT DUNG

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i had a good dinner at suntec today. :D
but still hungry.

i think the phlegm got to my lungs nows, so when i talk, i have to cough halfway and then start talking again. i need to cough to gasp for air cause the phlegm is blocking the air passage , but my stupid irritating father dunno that , and scolds me for talking like that , saying people think you naturally talk like that and he apparently forgot that his dear beloved daughter is sick and he is sick and he coughs too. He thinks i am fake coughing and said if i really have one , go see a doctor instead of people thinking unwise of you.

it is always people thinking this , people thinking that. he is always scared to lose face, i bet if my face was born distorted or one butt cheek is much bigger than the other , he would abandon me straight away , no hesitation at all. can t stand his big ego crap. And he always listen to Gi ku, if gi ku say this is good , it is good , but if mommy and i say it is good , he say we should shut up and stop pretending we know what's right for him.

mommy suggesting that she should ask gi ku to tell my father to eat shit .

oh well.
maybe i should write a book called " the circumstances of living under and in an arsehole"

i proberly earn millions cause there is so many arsholes in the world.

i got school tomorrow.
bye guys :D